Building a Mystery
It begins with the little things
Shadows in the corner
A quick glimpse and then nothing
Observed, perhaps
Too much uncertainty
And certainly not put to memory
Like a whisper in a crowd
There and then quickly dissipates
Maybe you question for a moment
Then rationalize and continue
And it continues
With objects slightly out of place
A crooked painting
Chairs that seem abandoned
Lights flash in a darkened room
Or a sudden chill in the air
Intuition is speaking
A feeling that keeps coming
Something is stirring
Something that isn’t right
Triggering defenses
Your mind now constantly moving
That newfound feeling
Gnawing ravenously
Building a mystery
No longer just on the inside
Visible now, like an open wound
Irritating confusion
The need is growing
And you begin to question
Your senses first, your sanity second
Tiny lapses in the time stream
What should have been,
Replicated with another version
Short on the how and why
But again, it’s been rationalized
Different thoughts for now
New explanations
But then you begin to realize
The other thoughts remain
One’s onerous and dark
It’s you they are coming for
Edges starting to fray
Pulling away
The hunger growing
Paranoia and accusatory
But of what accord is the wonder
Suspects in every direction
But no case in point to reference
Careful questioning
As the days continue
Evenings fading into night
More oddities in the shadows
Growth of unclaimed activities
Actionable encounters
Footfalls deep into the darkness
Too loud to pin to a dream
Scratching window on a cloudless day
The feeling of something stirring
But when and where and why
There’s a thinning happening
Blurring the distant vision
Double takes and reexamination
And the missing things
Now more important things
Searching becomes maddening
Suspicions manifesting
Eyes shifting and observing
Borderline panicking
Brow sweating, heart pounding
Vision darting, silence deafening
Madness overtaking
Ears ringing, haunted singing
Laughing becomes screaming
Fitful dreaming, broken thinking
Tearing, swearing, earth shearing
Ground shaking, everything breaking
Things corrupting, flames erupting
Evil rising, synchronizing
Head pounding, body shaking
Smoke coiling, blood boiling
Sharp stinging, barely clinging
Alarm clock ringing…
Other Works by This Author
Poetry of the Human Condition, available on Amazon
Pagan Poetry by R.J. Schwartz on this site
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